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Blogging? Is that really what my life has come to? I can't talk to any body in the real world so I'm forced to resort to web interactions. I guess that's fine. It's not like I'm the type of girl who likes to talk things out anyway. I guess I should be happy. The 'rents know about school and there's nothing big weighing me down. The family has their troubles but what family doesn't? I guess I should be thankful that we're not all psycho serial killers and stuff. How great. I don't know how to blog and I really don't know why I'm even trying. I guess I'm just procrastinating on my homework. No. That's not it. I'm waiting for him to call or text me. I'm trying to distract myself by not thinking about it, but I'm not really convincing myself. Sheesh! How pathetic is that? Well I guess I could always go and find a different guy. It would be a whole lot easier. Hmph. Decision making sucks.